*Home Alone*

Didn't have much time to post today, so a quick briefing all fo LE, so she doesn't puke from my last post, heh:

Jhonnie and I took the day off today...he's going to be working in Monterey for a week....so that means, no lovin for me...for a WHOLE WEEK, ARG! We didn't even have time to get a quickie in before he left =(

Anyhow, this is going to be pretty wierd for me, being home alone and all. We haven't been apart since we were married back in December. At first I didn't think much of it, I kinda took at as a nice break.....don't have to cook 3 meals a day, don't have to wake up early, can go out with some friends...but on the other hand, I realized Imma be home all alone, not going to get any lovin, not going to have anyone bug me and play around with, and I miss him already!

*YUCKO*

Look what I found in my keyword searches on sitemeter:

*horny for daughter in law* YUCKO~!~!~!~! how sick is that, and why would you be searching for info on that? That just totally gave me the chills!

*Keyword Searches*

Ok, Grace and LE do these every so often. I took the time out to look up what mine were...and OMG what kind of people are out there in the world? Here are my keyword searches:

#1 on google for: bloody period sex, sometimes green
#1 on google for: tempurpedic and sex
#1 on google for: people who complain about pootang
#1 on google for: pain in your ears from the pressure of sex

Hrm....I'm not quite sure what to make of these. Today was the first time I checked my keyword analysis. I wonder what the past keyword searches were...

*Want Me Back*

WTH? I got a call yesterday from this job that I had interviewed for back in April....Remember they said I was "Overqualified"? big HA! They called me asking if I was still interested in the position and if I would mind meeting with the director of the company. C'mon now, they should have known I was a good catch from the beginning. I don't really need the job, but I think I'm still going to go and meet with the company to negotiate the salary, and of course to waste their time. Who knows, if they want me that bad, and I can make certain things on my terms, I may just take it...guess we'll have to see.

*Not In The Mood*

Could there be such a thing as over sexed? For some odd reason, I havent been in the mood lately. Maybe it's the heat, but can you believe ME, not being in the mood? That has never happened!

Also, I feel like I'm loosing my touch when it comes to my writting! My blogs aren't that amusing anymore..*sigh* Hopefully this dry spell (in writting and in the bedroom) is temporary!

*I've Been Tagged*

Ok, so Julie tagged me which I guess means I'm it. I'm not sure how this tagging thing goes but I'll give it a try....

Three names I go by:
1. Yooni
2. Barbs
3. Barbara

Three screen names that I have had:
1. ya_han_yuja
2. Amerazn
3. bbylee

Three things I like about myself:
1. my eyes
2. being a good listener
3. responsible

Three things I don't like about myself:
1. can never sleep past 7 AM
2. am too sensitive
3. gullible

Three parts of my heritage:
1. Korean
2. German
3. Korean and German

Three things that scare me:
1. driving in the rain~was traumatized
2. being attacked ~happened once before
3. not being able to get a hold of my Mother

Three of my everyday essentials:
1. shower
2. internet
3. my husband

Three things I am wearing right now:
1. a thong
2. jeans
3. black halter top

Three of my fave bands or musical artists:
1. maroon 5
2. simple plan
3. lee sung chul

Three physical things that attract me to the opposite sex:
1. hands
2. nice but naughty smile
3. tough guy exterrior but clean cut

Three places I want to go on vacation:
1. fiji
2. venice
3. hong kong or taiwan

Three new things I want to try in the next 12 months:
1. scuba dive
2. have a baby
3. get a brazilian wax

Three things I just can't do:
1. fart in front of my hubby
2. being nice to someone i don't like
3. not having sex

Three things I want to do before I die:
1. bet every cent i have on a hand of pai gow
2. being a bone marrow donor
3. meet eveyone in my life (past and present) 1 last time

Three celeb crushes:
1. johnny depp
2. jimmy fallon
3. brandon lee

Larry and Kazuyo....you're it~

*MIA*

I've been MIA for a couple of days....nothing going on, just a busy last few days....Thank you all for being concerned, but I should be back tonight with a post. Hope everyone's having a manic monday!~!~!~!

*Too Hot To Work*

Ok, it's like 95 degrees out here in Fresno, so my husband and I decided not to work. We took the day off, and ran some errands. We went to Home Depot (I love that place) to start looking up prices for our up comming remodeling, bought some pool chemicals, went to Costco and Sam's Club (just to compare prices)...and ate at Baja Fresh.

It was a nice day off, but sheesh, it's hella hot! Anyhow, just wanted to write up alittle quickie of what my day was like...gotta go now. We're going skinny dipping!~!~!~!

*The Urge*

Ok Grace, I'm going to overshare so look away...hehehe

So today was crazy for me! I think I'm all talked out! I don't think I've ever talked so much where my jaw is in pain! Earlier when I started to notice that I was getting lock jaw....I said to myself: I don't think I've ever had lock jaw like this before, then I remembered. I get lock jaw all the time....when I give Jhonnie head! But I still get the urge to do it again.....I'm not sure if I give head for my own pleasure or if I get off watching him get off.....or maybe I'm just flattered when he tells me that I give good head....Plus it's about give & take right?

So since I've been on the subject of S E X.......I've got the urge, so I emailed my hubby to let him know I'm horny! I'm calling it a day.....and gonna go get me some lovin'!

*Speaking In Tongue*

I've been interpreting for the IRS today....finally they're taking a break....I feel like my tongue is going to fall out!!!! I started at 7:30 AM, and it's now 10:31 After this, I've been scheduled to interpret for Los Angeles County Juvenile Division. I feel like I'm the Government's bitch today!~!~!~!

I can't believe how high the demand is for Korean...wth?! I used to be able to interpret all day long without any complaints...but now I'm starting to realize how many messed up Koreans there are. I use to feel sorry for the Koreans that I come across while working, but now I'm seeing how coniving they have become....they are much more smarter than we think, and the Gov't is catching on!~!~! hehehehe

Anyhow, I'd better get back to work...gotta go speak in tongue, heh. Hopefully I'll be able to blog later on today!

*Weekend Summary*

Well, we're back from visiting with the 'in-laws' in Monterey. It actually wasn't that bad. My father in law pampered me like always, and my mother in law kept insisting that I not move around so much...she said my body needs some recovering time. I still helped with the cooking...that's the only way I can learn a new dish to feed my hubby!

We stopped by Larry's place...Jhonnie was working on Lar's computer, and then Larry came over to my inlaws for some lunch...which was the BOMB! Damn, my mother in law can cook. Jhonnie changed the oil on his parents car, mowed their lawn, and and helped repair things in the house. My sister in law took me shopping...bought me some makeup at this Korean place..and we just talked the shit.

About our little *quickies*...well there was plenty of it! When we got there yesterday afternoon...we had to make a stop in some field to do a little "bump and grind"....got to his parents house, and settled in, and when it came time for bed, we had a little "hip action" in Jhonnie's old room, got up at the crack of dawn and " blessed" the bathroom. I kinda think that they heard us last night though..I think we were kinda loud..how embarrasing....

We're home now...and I am definately ready for bed......Hope everyone else had a good weekend!

*A Weekend With The In-Laws*

My Father-in-law's birthday is tomorrow, so we're leaving for Monterey tomorrow afternoon....not too excited. I just hate being uncomfortable. I love my in-laws, don't get me wrong....I just hate when my mother-in-law starts getting nosy....plus it's the first time I'll be seeing them since we lost the baby.

At least we'll be comming back home on Sunday!~!~! I'm not going to be able to blog...gonna have to wake up at the crack of dawn...and do the daughter in law thing....My in-laws are big time old school Koreans. That means I'll be ass tired by the time we get home. Sucks, because I won't even be able to see my friends from Monterey...sorry guys =(

I doubt I'll have anything exciting to blog about...except for the *quickies* Jhonnie and I have when we're at his parent's house. I know, I know....kinda disrespectful? But for some reason, the quickies we have there are really *hot*

Hope everyone has a good weekend...

*Blast Into The Past*

So Nam has been doing some "back blogging". He's going back and reading people's archives...just to get to know a few fellow bloggers a little better. I thought that I would start doing that too (Yes Nam, I bit off your idea, and enjoying every bite!). So, tonight I started with my own....I can't believe the things I wrote about, and all the things that have been going on in the past couple of months. I started blogging in January....and am amazed at all the events. I'm even kinda proud of some of my writting...didn't know that I had the potential of being such a "Carrie Bradshaw".....hee hee

So, now I will start going down my list of bloggers that are linked in my blog...and I can't wait. I met most of my blogger family in the middle (so to speak), so I am really looking forward to opening the door to the closet of skelatons...

At least this will keep me busy and entertained! And the door to my closet is opened so feel free to enter my archives, and get to me all over again!~!~!

*Bloody Period=Green Light=Pootang,Every Hour On The Hour*

Beware, I'm going to overshare:
So overall, today was a pretty good day....fairly busy, actually, so busy that I didn't spend a single minute on the internet all day! So sad to admit that, yes, I have become addicted to the internet...more specific, my email and BLOGS!~!~~!

Anyhow, for some odd reason, I feel like I have so much to say...and to start off I've never been so happy to start my period! Yes, ladies....it's true, I'm thrilled that I started my period today, but let me explain. The doctor said that when I get my period, that will be confirmation that I am healthy and that the D&C left no complications....hootie-hoo!~!~! He also said that as I get my period...it's symbolic and is sort of like God giving me the green light (even though blood is red). Although, I do have to admit that I did enjoy the 4 months of not having a period!

So I'm going online to get my fetal calendar (the same one that helped me get pregnant 5 months ago)...and once my period ends....Jhonnie and I are off! As in off, I mean we are going on a sex marathon! He will be gettin the "pootang" (as Larry would put it) every hour on the hour! And as for me.....let me tell you! I'm looking forward to burnning off alot of calories that is so easily done with a little bump and grind! I'm rest assured that my hip is intact and ready for alot of that hip action....ahhh, can't wait to start my oversharring!

*Best Of Both Worlds*

Being mixed, I've always heard: *Wow, you're so lucky to have the best of both worlds* I think it's great that this world is full of so many optimistic people, but truth be told.....it's not all good. There are 2 sides to a story, therefore I must say that I'm not so lucky to also have the worst of both worlds.

*Best of both worlds or Worst of both worlds* You tell me...........
~ having the exotic look
~ having double eyelids (naturally)
~ having full sized breast (not a cent was spent)
~ being able to wear my hair super straight or super wavy (without the help of a stylist)
~ having really light brown eyes, they sometimes pass as hazel
~ being able to act like I don't speak Korean
~ shocking people when I do speak Korean
~ being able to eat both kim-chee and sauerkraut (sometimes at the same time)
~ not being able to speak German
~ being able to speak Korean
~ being unique
~ not being like everyone else
~ not be accepted by Koreans
~ not being accepted by Germans (or any other race)
~ discrimination from Koreans (shocking but true)
~ getting weird looks
~ looking in the mirror and not seeing what everyone else sees
~ comming to realize the hard ships my mother went through, all for me

The list goes on with things that go on in my head.......but I'll stop here. I guess it's all about how you look at things.

Anyhow...I just wanted to let everyone know that some of us *mixed* people don't always see it as if we have the best of both worlds...as you can see by the list, we often get confused and lost as to who we are or where we fit in, in this big world. In conclusion, I am thankful for the way I look and for who I am, and the things I can do...sometimes even for the things I cannot do.

*Twenty-Four Seven*

I never realized this till last night. We were comming home from having dinner at a friends house when Jhonnie says: Hon, do you ever get sick of me? I mean we're together 24/7.
*thinking to self.....why the hell is he asking me that?*

So I asked him: why, are you getting sick of me?
Jhonnie: No, that's why I asked...I wasn't sure how you were feeling.

I don't know if you all know, but we work together as well. We work, sleep, and eat together everyday! We go grocery shopping together....go to the mall together...go to the flea market together...EVERYTHING...
I can't imagine doing things without him...It's been this way for as long as I can remember. What would I ever do without him? and am I (someone who is sooo independant) starting to depend on him? Is that what happens when you get married? When I think about my life without him...it's kinda scary! And when I think that I may possibly be loosing some of my independancy...it's just as scary.

I guess we're kinda childish for having conversations like that....but even my mom asks if we fight alot...We actually don't really fight. We may have 1 or 2 arguments here and there, but overall we are like peaches' n' cream..heh I couldn't ask for more in a husband...he's my hubby, my best friend, and more!



Me & Jhonnie

*What's YOUR Personality*

I copied this off of Nam's blog, who copied it off of Jersey Girl's Blog.....Here were my results of the test:

I am an ISFJ!
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As an ISFJ, you are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Judging.This makes your primary focus on Introverted Sensing with Extraverted Feeling.
This is defined as a SJ personality, which is part of Carl Jung's Guardian (Security Seeking) type, and more specifically the Protectors or Nurturer.
In blogging, your journal will always be immaculate and have a touch of style. You may also feel overwhelmed because you want to be a part of everything going on. Because of your wonderful memory, other bloggers may come to you to ask about things you posted months before.



I'm not quite sure what to make of the results...I don't think it describes me entirely......you guys should check it out! http://bloginality.love-productions.com/

*Weekend Summary*

Didn't do much this weekend. Larry came down on saturday, ate dinner, had some friends come by....laughed our asses off watching video clips from Ebaumsworld. We then went to shoot pool at some hole in the wall place, and a couple of hours later we headed home. I completely forgot to take pictures....DOH!

Hope everyone had a nice weekend, and Mothers' Day!

*Things That ERK Me*

Ok, so I'm not so busy today, it's rainning, and I really don't want to work.....I may take the rest of the day off! I've been getting really annoyed by things...people per se, so I've made a list of *things that erk me*

1. People who try too hard: Just be yourself!
2. Men that aren't as smart as me, I'll rephrase that: Men that are dummer than me
3. Men with ugly feet : I think I have a foot fetish, but ssh!
4. People who over exaggerate: Just tell it like it is
5. People who are too prissy: Sex is a good thing, not a dirty thing
6. People who lie: Honesty is the best policy
7. Men who can't give me an orgasm: C'mom already!
8. People who can't keep their word: !FLAKES!
9. Skinny girls: EAT damn it!
10. Fat people who complain about their weight: Go for a walk!
11. Skinny girls who complain about being fat: Shut the hell up
12. People who bring up the past: It's over and done with...get over it!
13. People who's house smell: Air freshners, carpet deodorizers~Use them!
14. People who abuse animals: That's just not right!
15. People with dirt under their nails: Get an old toothbrush and scrub!
16. People with BO: DEODORENT!
17. People who are ignorant: Korea, Japan, and China are all different countries with their own language! Pick up an encyclopedia!
18. Men with hair growing out of their ears: WTH?
19. People who complain ALL the time: Learn to be thankful
20. Girls with moustaches: pluck, tweeze, bleach, wax..not that hard!

I think I could keep going...but I don't want to sound too much of a witch! Guess I'd better come up with things that *erk* me in a good way.

*Names Deleted*

Grace's comment got me thinking...and for the protection of my friends that i *name-dropped*..I'm removing the link to their bio's....

*Koreans In The News*

2 of my closest friends in Fresno are both anchor women/field reporters for the news out here in Fresno. I'm really close to Christine who's been such the welcomer! We have alot in common....we're the same age, and married...and love to sing Karaoke....we're either at her house or mine, singing up a storm. We both lived in the same so cal area in our high school years, and also in the bay area durring our college years. She's the one that calls or I call, when she just wants to hang out or get out of the house, and I love how she and I are on the same wave length.

Ann, moved to Fresno the same time Jhonnie and I did. She does the early morning news, so when she's home she tries to get in as much sleep as possible. She's living in Fresno all by herself, so I'm always throwing out the invites to come and eat dinner at our place. We usually do things on the weekend. We both love going to open houses! She's single, so i can officially take applications on her behalf, heh.

The point of this post? There really isn't one. I just felt so proud to see not only my friends on TV, but Koreans. I think it's about time we see some different faces on TV. I'm noticing more and more asian women doing the american news...how cool is that? It's about time! No offense to Christine or Ann...but I stay away from watching the news on their stations because I can't focus on what is being said...I'm more focused on them, and can't take the news seriously...heh

*End Of My Day*

Whew! Finally all done....but I don't want to read another word, so I'm going to have to catch up on blogs tomorrow! Came home, cooked dinner, put the laundry in the wash, washed dishes, and went for my 30 min walk. I'm all showered, and done for the day!

I'm going to give myself a pedicure (since my hubby likes to rub my feet, heh), clean up the cuticles on my nails...and finally sit and watch my korean soaps. I hope everyone elses day wasn't as bad or hectic as mine!

*Super-Duper Busy*

I'm super-dupy busy today....I have no idea where all these translations came from....then I'm interpreting over the phone like crazy...trying to finish up these doc's that need to be translated by tomorrow morning...URGHHHH

I'm dying to read some blogs today...but I guess that won't happen till tonight or tomorrow =(

*Bitter Sweet Memories*

I once did a post about Friendster when I first started this blog thing...I'm still amazed by the people that I've re-connected with. This evening for instance, I got a call on my cell from an old friend from high school. When she told me her name I still wasn't too sure who it was, and I busted out the old "who's this?" She laughed and said, "you still have that attitude in your tone". Brought back alot of memories.

Anyhow...we talked for about 2 hours. Talked about what we've been through these past 10 years, where we are today, and of course gossiped about everyone else we knew. Crazy how we all change and grow up. She and I actually ran into some bad terms back then, but we talked as if nothing ever happened. It takes a really *big* person to actually forget and forgive. I'm not sure I'm that big yet when I think about a few people that put a thorn in my teenage years..but I'm working on it...besides they're just *bitter sweet memories*

If you haven't checked out Friendster yet, I really recommend it!

*Married Means No Longer Single*

As I mentioned in my previous post our friend Drew and his Gf came over this evening...the guys were working on their cars, so Seenuin (she's vietnemese or Cambodian...im not sure..but her name is pretty damn hard to pronounce) and I decided to go to the mall...apparently Macy's was having this big sale, and then passed out a coupon for an additional 20% off.....Now I'm not a big shopper...actually I hate it. I like to get in and get out.....but anyway. We finsihed shopping at Macy's and went to Abercrombie & Fitch...by the way LOVELY eye candy there~!~!~! As we were looking around one of the sales guys came up to me and started to make small talk:

Sales guy: Hi there, are you finding everything ok? Did you need help finding a size?
Me: No thank you...just looking around
SG: We are having a sale today
Me: Oh really? Anything in particular, or is there a sales rack?
SG: Well...Me, if you'd like...I'm sorry I was just kidding

WHAT THE HELL?

I actually got butterflies, and he was hot too!~!~!~ He had that *Aber & Fitch* look going...rugged jeans with sandals or flip flops *whatever they're called* and a nice A&F shirt...oooh he looked yummy. Without a second thought I was sitting there chit~ chatting with this lovely eye candy. Talked about Fresno, and what brought me here, what kind of work I do, you know all that small talk. Then...he asked for my number. I sat there for a second and remembered.....I'm married, that means I'm no longer single...WTH is wrong with me. I politely told this *hottie* that I'm with someone, and he was very cool about it. I can't believe that for that moment I forgot I was married...my poor husband would be devistated if he ever knew!

I'm still feeling the utter guilt and shock of my reaction to this *oh so hot* guy, but at the same time I'm so flattered that I still *got it* so to speak...but I still don't understand how I could have been so empty minded...I still don't know what the hell I was thinking!

I love my husband....and I will forever be sorry to him *smacking self upside the head*

Babe, I love you and I'm so very sorry!

*The Beginning And The End*

The week is now going to begin, as we have come to the end of the weekend! Hope everyone had a blast *those that were at Coachella*..and those that stayed at home and enjoyed their time off work.

ME? Didn't do much...Larry was supposed to come down for the weekend...but he had to work (I was kinda bummed about that Lar). I had all this galbi (Korean bar-b-que ribs)marinated for Larry....but since he couldn't make it, we invited some of our friends here in Fresno over for dinner.

Worked a little on saturday...and since I had some free time, decided to do a little bit of *spring cleaning*. Sunday came and we went to church....came home and noticed 2 people standing in front of our lawn...our friend Drew~The Japnese Drew (we have 2 friends named Drew, 1's Korean and 1's Japanese)and his GF were sitting at our house waiting for us.....our house has become this gathering place for some reason....maybe because I'm always telling everyone to come over if they are ever hungry! anyhow...ate dinner had some red wine *starting to drink red wine* and sang some Karaoke...I love me sone Karaoke!

Now just blogging and cruisn around on the world wide web.....dont want it to be monday tomorrow~Blah

Also I would like to introduce to everyone 2 people who have joined blogger...they are just starting out so be nice! j/k My best friend Kazuyo and my long time friend since high school Julie

Hope everyones monday is a good one!