*No More Mixed Signals*

Found this in one of my old planners from high school....was I that gullable to right it down?

1. Kiss on hand ~ I adore you

2. Kiss on cheek ~ Just want to be friends

3. Kiss on lips ~ I love you

4. Kiss on ears ~ Just playing around

5. Kisses anywhere else ~ Let's not get carried away

6. Look into the eyes ~ Kiss me

7. Playing with hair ~ Can't live without you

8. Hands on waist ~ Love you too much to let you go

9. Holding Hands ~ We're just *liking* each other

10. Kiss on neck ~ I want you


awww..the ups and downs of immaturity

*Learn To Save*

Last night, I tried to add an HTML code to my blog in order to create a*shoutbox*...and boy did i screw that up! I added the code and clicked preview, logged out, logged back in...and everything was gone...just blank!~!~! WTH?

Nam and CL, and my pal Drew were kind enough to give me some help.....but nothing! Luckily, I had saved the codes to my old blog. I entered them and modified everything again!

Anyhow, I now know how important it is to save things for backup! Whew!~!~! I would have been pissed if I didn't have that back up!

So I now have a *shoutbox* that can be used by everyone and anyone!~!~! Im kinda excited about it...so I hope everyone uses it...especially after all the crap I had to go through!

*Chinese Proverbs*

I feel so guilty for stealing this off Horny Little Devil From The *UK* but it made me laugh:

1: Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone.
2: Man who run in front of car get tired.
3: Man who run behind car get exhausted.
4: Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day.
5: Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ.
6: Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.
7: Man with one chopstick go hungry.
8: Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails.
9: Man who eat many prunes get good run for money.
10: Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk.
11: Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth.
12: War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left.
13: Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.
14: Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night.
15: It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it.
16: Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.
17: Man who stand on toilet is high on pot.
18: Man who live in glass house should change clothes in basement.
19: Man who fish in other man's well often catch crabs.
20: Man who fart in church sit in own pew.
21: Crowded elevator smell different to midget.

*For Those That Are Having A Rough Time*

I saw this on someone's blog and for some reason....immediately thought :Grace.
However it's the middle of the week, so for those that are feeling *not so good* these days for whatever reason...hope this brings a little chuckle! Besides...I thinkI can use one of those myself!

Check out http://purpleheadedlovehammer.blogspot.com/ ~some funny stuff


too funny

*Wassup Doc*

So tonight is the night! I had my follow-up...and final doctor's visit today (at least till the next time). He says everything looks good (i guess he would know since he sees "them" everyday). Anyhow.....I had mentioned in one of my previously *oversharring* posts that the Doc ordered no sex for 2 weeks.......well the 2 weeks are over....and I have to be honest......Jhonnie and I cheated *blushing* But what gets me is the doc knew...even before he looked into my, well you know. Jhonnie and I were sitting there, me up on the table, and the Doc says, "so how is the intercourse?" WTH? How did he know...is he as horney as us? Anyway, made me wonder about those Gyno's....

So we need to wait a whole month before trying again....and I'm so eager, but then again...I'm kinda scared too. What if I get pregnant again, and the same thing happens...If so, I truley think I would loose it!

I have some documents to translate....probably be finished around midnight~blah But that's ok...cuz I know imma get me a little *sum sum* when I'm done. I'm talking mulitples here!~!~!~!
Hope everyone's week is going well so far.....

*%*$#@, I Give Up*

Damn, I was trying to post some pictures using "Hello" but I can't seem to figure it out! I'm getting frustrated. I know how to 1 picture to a post....but how do I send multiple pictures to 1 post......I read all the Help support FAQ's...but I give up! Anyone have any tips? I'm going to bed....guess no post for tonight....or at least the post I wanted ~ Blah

*Over-Qualified*

Remember how I applied for a job...just to get a change of *scenery* so to speak.....well last week, I got a call stating that I was "over-qualified" Overqualified? What does that mean exactly? According to this local company, I exceeded their qualificcation and requirements....Kinda made me laugh. I never thought I'd be "too good" to work in the corporate world...but hey, if that's what they say....I'll take it as a compliment and move on.

Lately, I've been busy with interpretations and translations....so busy that I've been working almost 10 hrs some days....but I'm content, and I guess I don't need a change after all....I guess I underestimated myelf when applying for this job.....Guess I'd better stick to what I'm best at....Overqualified....psht!

*It's Ma Birthday*

I'm shakin' my booty....cuz it's ma birthday~!~!~!~ Happy b-day to me =) Gollie....2 more years and imma be 30.....umf!~!~!~!~ Hope everyone is having a good day....it's friday !

*Fetishes~Inspired By Little Eyes*

This is for LE...because I could not stop laughing when reading her post about fetishes......I was inspired to post one of my own!

1. Eye color: I love men with brown eyes. They remind me of puppy dog eyes.

2. Height: I love me some tall men. Jhonnie's 6'1 ~and that's pretty tall for an asian man. I guess when the guy is tall like that it kinda makes me feel secure and safe.

3. Hair color: I'm more attracted to men with dark hair....don't get me wrong...blondes are hella hot too, but for me....I like em with the dark tones, heh.

4. Body type....I kinda feel bad twards my hubby for saying this....but usually I like my men with some muscle....not the engorged kind (that's just sick)...but a man who is on the buff side. Funny that I say this, cause all my Bf's have been on the skinny side (not flimsy skinny just lean).....even my husband. But the all time fantasy is a man who has some nice arms and a really sexy chest...the ones with the six packs....mmm, mmm, mmm.

5. Body hair: When it comes to the body hair....I have to be honest here. I've never been with a man who was hairy, so I'm not quite sure what it's like. I mean a man has to have some hair...but I do want a man that has fully evolved...not too big on really hairy men.

6. Appearence: I like the tough guy exterrior. I like the jerks for some reason...always have. I like my man to be the leader of the crowd. I like the quiet and mysterious types with the asshole attitiude, but one who knows how to wine, dine, and nurture me when it comes to just me and him.

7. In the bedroom: Ok..here we go. A man has GOT to know what he's doing when it comes to sex, and has got to be able to keep up with me! I want the whole 8 course meal....from beginning to end! I don't think that's too much to ask.....and I do believe in give and take. Also the man has to be comfortable when I decide to take control~ there are times when us women like to be in control in the bedroom. Size? Ummm, I don't think I can handle a little *pee~wee*....I do agree that's it's the ocean of the motion...but c'mon, can you picture yourself giving head to a little *pee~wee*?! Not me! I want something that gives me lock jaw.....Ok...I'm oversharring again. Someone who is willing to experiment and try new things.....I like some kinkiness too! I can go on...but I think you got the picture...besides, I think it's geting a little hot in here..*wink wink*

Blogger note: by this post I can surely say that I am more than satisfied with my man....no complaints here....especially when it comes to what I want in the bedroom! When it comes to giving and taking we take full advantage!~!~!~ Just me Oversharring...kikiki

*My B~Day*

By The Way....my birthday's comming up....April 22. The big 28...daym 2 more years and imma be 30...but hey they say 40's the new 20...so does that make 30 the new 10? Anyhow....looking forward to being surprised. Jhonnie does the same thing every year and act like he doesn't realize my b-day is comming up.....but gives me a big surprise on that day.....

I'll be satisfied with a simple *quickie* the rate we're going.....I'm in a drought and wanna get some nookie!~!~!~!~

Yes Grace...I'm a sex fiend!

*Do You Know Me?*

Ok...I have some time to blog....wheew. It's been crazy with work this week...anyhow. My husband and I went to Costco today for lunch (yes, we're cheapos...but we like the polish dogs there too!). I thought I'd share something that really annoyed me today while having lunch.

So Jhonnie and I are in line waiting for the cashier to call *next*....and I happened to notice this girl (maybe around 23-25) starring at me. I did the polite thing and smiled.....thought nothing of it. We got our polish dogs (mmmm), our drinks, and condiments....and took a seat. As I took a bite of my polish dog, I noticed that same girl starring at me again.....I was kinda embarrsed and confused...I asked Jhonnie if I had anything on my face or comming out of my nose, he laughed and said "no...why?" So I did the same and starred back until she looked away first...HA

After a meal of 'ol girl starring at me and me starring back utill she looked away (I was not going to be the first to look away)..we were done....and I walked up to her and said.......

Me: Excuse me...I couldn't help but notice you looking my way a couple of times....do you know me from somewhere?
'Ol Girl: oh, I'm sorry...I didn't realize I was doing that.
Me: I did, so I thought you might have seen or knew me from somewhere.
'Ol Girl: Oh no, I'm sorry....I didn't mean anything of it.

Yeah right witch.....I hate that. Girls like that think they have the balls to stare or *get brave* like that..but when you're dealing with me....I will ask you what your starring at. I just can't stand people who stare... I mean 1 stare and me smiling back at you is alright....but c'mon...when it's constent and uncomfortable...I will ask what you're starring at.

I don't know...maybe it's me who's wierd.....

*All Work & No Play*

Massive amounts of interpretation today....No time to blog, but will be thinking of my blog family!~!~~~!
Hope everyone's having a good one! Muah to all!~!~!~!

*Mail In Rebates~Blah*

The hubby & I argued today....over stupid *mail in rebates* We had gone to Costco to just look around (I need to start walking around...Doc's orders). Costco seems to be having all these big sales or price reductions, or something of that matter....so anyhow, when reading the pricetags closely, you can see *IN SMALL PRINT* that the prices are based on a mail in rebate. I hate mail in rebates...c'mon now. Maybe other people don't see what the big deal is, but I had this really bad experience with Best Buy or Circuit City (not sure which one), where I had to mail in a $100 rebate......Chi~ Never got it, and that was like 2 1/2 years ago.....rebate smeebate.

So the arguements over and he can't stop teasing me on being silly regarding the rebate thing. I just don't like them. I mean you're still paying full price, and then you gotta fill out the damn thing and mail it it....and you don't hear anything til... like forever.... You even forget about it, until you balance you're checkbook or come short with finances and remember "hey, what ever happened to that rebate I'm supposed to be getting back?"
Like I said rebate...smeebate...Rebate, my ass!

*Interview*

Ok, I just got back from an interveiw with a local distributor. Not quite sure how I did. I hate those damn interviews where they give you the impression they want you, and then at the end of the interview they say, "we'll be contacting you in a few days."

I'm thinking that I gave them a good impression...they were impressed with my education and past work history. They took me around and showed me where my office would be...that's right.....finally no more cubicles....I get an office (no window though). Anyhow they said that they had a few more interviews to do today, and that they will be calling me back either by then end of the day, or on monday. I'm not going to get my hopes up yet.

Anyhow, you guys are probably wondering why I had an interview today. See, I have the luxury of working from my home (at the moment)....but I'm kinda getting sick of that so I went job hunting and applied for a job that met my salary requirements, and seemed interesting. I submitted my resume 2 days ago, and they called me yesterday wanting an interview. We'll see how it goes. I'm not in NEED of a job....just wanted to do something different, so if i don't get it...no biggie. My current job will always be there (hopefully...never know these days).

En~Grish or Kon~Grish

Ok, they're *raggin* on us koreans. Just kidding...Sometimes, I think Koreans have it just as bad as Japanese(if not worse). I love Engrish.com By the way, there is no offense to the Japanese, ...my best friend is Japanese...



Engrish or Kongrish

*The Show Must Go On*

So....Back to all the *over-sharring* that I do...oh -so-well (unintentionally). The doctor has ordered NO SEX for 2 weeks.....WTH? I know, I know..... my body is healing, and all that good stuff....but my hubby and I are dying here! And the show must go on, no? I know there are other ways to go about it without actually having to go all the way......but it's just not the same...and I feel like gettin a little suttin ~ suttin too...you know what I mean? OMG, and it hasn't even been a week...blah. Am I wrong for wanting to get some so soon? Shoot, I don't think so.....even the pregnancy books say "the body craves what it lacks"...heh.

Anyhow....just wanted to let eveyone know, that I'm back! And can talk freely and openly of this experience that I had. So no keeping the distance thing...aiight? Besides, I have alot of Blogs to catch up on!

I Am Truely Thankful

Ok, I know.....the sun is still shinning...and I'm almost back to being me again. As you can see, I've been keeping myself busy...gotta new look for my blog, and am slowly figuring out these damn codes that go on the template *patting self on back* I'm doing so much better, and am thankful for having:

1). A loving husband who's been having his ups & downs these past few weeks, and who can blame him....he's been trying to be there for me and still trying to grieve himself).

2). A wonderful mother, who kept calling and telling me to get out of bed~OR ELSE!

3). The best friend in the world who was willing to drop eveything to come and be with me, she shared the tears, and hated the world, if not with me, for me *love you Kaz! and the beautiful flowers too*

4). And last, but not least....my blogger family! You guys know who you are and you're the best *I know I keep saying that* but I mean it.

On The Road To Recovery

I've been contemplating on whether or not I should post a blog about something so "real life" and heart breaking to me. I haven't blogged in a while for several reasons. I've been physically and emotionally going through a rough time. I (Jhonnie & I) were looking forward to a new life. Our current lives were changing everyday. Anxious and scared at the same time about the baby....my body changing *drastically* in front of our eyes....and so much more.

About a week ago, I noticed some spotting. I told Jhonnie, and we called the doctor right away. When explaining what was going on, the doctor was so re-assuring that everything was fine. He asked if we had intercourse in the past 48 hrs (the answer being a big YES)...and that the sex could cause the lining of the uterus to bleed (being it so sensitive). We had two very good and healthy ultrasounds, and I was feeling fine. To be on the safe side he did want us to come in first thing the next day...so we did. We had the ultrasound, and we saw the baby (the baby had grown so much since the last ultasound)....my heart was beating so fast, just waiting to see what the doctor was going to say.....and he said it, "I'm sorry guys, but there's no heart beat". What the hell was he talking about....I was screaming at the top of my lungs or what felt like at the top of my lungs, until I realized it was nothing but silent screaming. I felt dead....I mean what does that mean really?

Now we had to make a decision on whether I miscarry the natural way, meaning I would start having contractions, and then the baby would , so they call it, pass. Or, I could have surgery (D&C), where I'm under full anesthetics, and they go in and scrape out my uterus. I've always thought that the body should encounter things the natural way....so we waited. A whole week went by, and no contrations, just heavy bleeding. I was dealing with the loss of my baby, and then having to carry it inside of me (knowing it was no longer alive) was emotionally draining. We finally decided to go ahead with the surgey. I was released from the hospital on saturday...and am in a lot of pain, but the physical pain is nothing compared to the emotional pain.

Now that I'm on the road to recovery, it's still not really *over*. We haven't even started telling people. I mean we have told our families, and friends that are closest to us. By the way, I just want to say I have the best mother in the world. She has been my rock through this all....like always though...I love her to pieces. The doctor said it wasn't anything I did or didn't do, and that 1 out 3 women have miscarriages when they first try to have a baby....but I still feel so bad, and am dealing with alot of monsters inside.....things that i'd rather not share. The doctor did say we can start trying again in about a month...which we DO plan on doing!

I just want to thank everyone for being apart of this pregnancy....you guys made me laugh so much, even on days where I felt literally sick to my stomache. I believe God always has a reason, I'm sure there was a very good one for taking my baby....health wise or whatever it may be. It'll just take some time for me to get up, dust myself off, and be me again.