*Bitter Sweet, Literally*

ok, so I've been a little hush hush about this, because I wasn't sure how I felt and I've been dealing with the fears of "what-ifs".......but I just can't keep it to myself anymore! I'm pregnant again!~!~!~!~!~! Some of you guys might be thinking,"damn, already?" I know that was the first thought that came to me.

Just a little re-cap of the events for the past few months. Late January early Feb, we found out that I was pregnant. Everyone was so excited for us, I think my mom was more excited than me! Things were going well, had good ultrasounds, up until I was about 3 1/2 months. I started spotting and when we went in for the ultrasound, we found that there was no heart beat. At the end of that week I had to have a D & C. That was around the end of april. The doctor told us to wait 1 menstrul cycle before trying again. I'm hoping that's what we did, because I did have a very light period in may, but nothing for june and now for july.

So.....after all the hot and steamy sex encounters with my hubby, I noticed I was feeling a little off, if you will. I was feeling the nausea again, and catching a cat nap here and there (which I never do), and the boobies were starting to hurt. We went into the medical clinic today (they give FREE pregnancy tests), and I peed into the little cup, and saw the two magic pink lines appear!

The results are a little bitter sweet, just because of the fact that I was really heart broken with the miscarriage, and now I'm worried that something might go wrong or even another miscarriage. Im going to try my best to be positive. I guess I am jumping a little ahead of myself...I mean I havent even seen my doctor yet.....

Anyhow, just couldn't keep quiet so I had to share! Damn, I guess Jhonnie and I really do get it on, huh?!