*The Saga OF Pregnancy Continues*

Ok....the misery of pregnancy is beginning to set it! I'm all emotional, can't control the expansion of my tummy with the *oh-so beautiful* stretch marks it leaves in it's path, feeling the the weight of the baby in my pelvic area, not being able to sleep....and the best of em all? My nipples have started to leave droplets of colostrum. I freaked out of course calling Julie and telling her what was going on with the boobs.....and like always she saved the day, telling me that it was normal.

So, I think I have it all figured out. All those mothers out there who talk about how *they LOVE to be pregnant*? BULL SHIT! I don't want to sound ungreatful or a bad mother to be....but now that I'm in my 6th month I'm just miserable. I can't move around like I used to, I feel sooooooooo much more fatter! I can't sleep, and what the hell is up with the damn heat? I'm always so hot, and no not in a sexual way (shockingly). Another thing is, with the hubby out of town durring the weekdays, I can't even get some ass when I want it!!!! I love this baby and I'm so thankful I'm pregers (despite all the bumps along the way)...I just want to start working on my figure again, and I want to feel normal!

Does all this frustration mean that I am a bad mother to be, or will I end up being a bad mother once my little one gets here? I hope not.....because I know that once the baby comes home that's going to be another hurdle. I guess I'm just letting these pregnancy hormones get the best of me.