*It Hit Me*

So, I'm sitting at my desk...eating a snickers (you know, the one w/alomods?) and a bunch of the girls from our call center came into my office just to chit chat. Looking at my pictures sitting in my desk.....asking me questions about the pregnancy and the baby.....and it hit me. I could posible give birth to a boy! This whole time, I've just imagined having a girl and raising a daughter....but in reality, it's not really a choice. I could possible be having a boy! Some of the girls were saying that i look like I'm carrying a boy (chi~ how do they know). First and foremost, all I want is a healthy baby......but like I've been saying, if God allows me to have a preference....I would love a little girl!

I haven't even looked at boy names, all girl names. My hubby is wanting a boy and says I'm having a boy. The crew at work have a little bet going ~majority are betting on a boy. My nurse at the doctor's office says the heartbeat sounds like a boy (is that even possible?). On the other note....my mother in law says her dream was a sign of a girl...my mom is just wanting a healthy baby.....but is leaning on a girl...and then there's me wanting a girl!

Well, now that reality hit me....I'd better pick up that baby name book and start searching for potential boy names......Regardless of whether the baby is a girl or a boy.....I am still in love with this baby, and forever will be!!!!!